2. MY WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN (elementary school)
I never had a problem being alone…or with occupying myself. When I started school, everything changed.
STARTING SCHOOL
School activities couldn't match the projects I immersed myself in at home.
Also, I wasn’t keen on getting on a bus to God knows where loaded with a bunch of kids I didn't know, some of whom were pretty much untamed.
If I couldn’t walk to a place, and if I didn’t know where I was to be taken, I wanted nothing to do with it....even if my big brother Dick had done it a million times.
If I couldn’t walk to a place, and if I didn’t know where I was to be taken, I wanted nothing to do with it....even if my big brother Dick had done it a million times.
Every day we waited together on the curb with the neighborhood kids. Dick knew the ropes, but we each went to different schools.
When I got to school, to kindergarten, it all hit me as a traumatic shock.
I SEEM TO BE THE ONLY KID LOOKING AT THE TEACHER |
My world turned upside down.
I wasn’t used to regimented activities. I didn't like my time prescribed; I had no problem self-organizing.
I wasn't shy or reticent. If anything, I was too talkative, too headstrong, and too willful. I didn't yield easily to others; if anything, I had a problem self-regulating.
Every morning getting ready for school, I felt sick to my stomach. It was like heading for purgatory...or being taken to some forsaken island.
Some of this unease was related to what was happening at home. When I was about five or six, my mom had a 'breakdown' and we didn't see her for some time. That was scary.
My brother went to live with Grandpa and Grandma Archer and I went to live with Grandpa and Grandma Farris. Our dad kept everything going. When Mom finally came home, things were still unstable. I never quite knew if everything would be OK...or not. It left scars that took time to heal; I felt like a rug had been pulled out from under me.
Though I wasn't happy at school, I didn't have insensitive, tyrannical teachers. In fact, I was fortunate to have so many good ones. I was young...four and a half. My temperament, my needs, my comfort zone and my being in a classroom weren't a good fit.
I flunked kindergarten and had to repeat it another year.
At school, when I wasn't engaged in my own activities, I looked out the high louvered windows, seeing blue sky and white puffy clouds drift by...and I dreamed.
After I learned to tell time, I stared at the big wall clock...watching those black hands move so slowly---like a drip, drip, drip...
HOME
'THE DAYLIGHT' STEAM and DIESEL |
My dad and I built trains and layouts. I took an ordinary model steam engine and, with cardboard pieces that I carefully cut and glued together, fashioned the side skirting and boiler cowling of 'The Daylight.' It looked exactly like my favorite engine. My dad, who was a fastidious craftsman, took days carefully painting it to match the Daylight's special colors...
MY MODEL TRAINS AND LAYOUT |
For a time, everything I made had something to do with 'The Daylight'...
Later, I segued into designing cars...
And I made games that I didn't particularly care to play; I just liked inventing them. In the mid-1950s space travel was in the air. That zeitgeist inspired my 'Space Game.' I made a spinner, rocket ship placers, etc....
My brother and I had raced sticks down creeks and that inspired me to carve a series of small wooden boats (they were about 2" long). I painted them with enamel and varnish, upholstered them, and installed plastic windshields. I made five or six. Every boat was different. They were beautiful, but for racing, the sticks worked better.
When I made things, I would 'package' them with great care...
CARVED BOATS AND THE 'SPACE GAME' |
My brother and I had raced sticks down creeks and that inspired me to carve a series of small wooden boats (they were about 2" long). I painted them with enamel and varnish, upholstered them, and installed plastic windshields. I made five or six. Every boat was different. They were beautiful, but for racing, the sticks worked better.
When I made things, I would 'package' them with great care...
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